Smiling but im really hurting.

You ever just strive for the best and everything just crumbles? That's what i seem to get. Today started of bad anyways. I had court this morning. One good thing is 2 of my tickets were dismissed. So all i have to pay is $110 by March 11. Me & Lauren went to Ihop and ate, talked. Went to target and the mall. Got my nephew birthday gifts. She got some boots and a shirt. I bought 2 shirts. Then when we were leave my car started tripping AGAIN. Its my starter. That's gonna cost me maybe $200. Jebus! One thing after another. I feel so alone. This is what you see ..

yet...

Never judge a book by the cover. I never give up though. Life is not meant to be easy.